Venting Im ready to stop this pain

[Bradux512]

This life wasn't meant for me...
Lol even god don't want me.....
I feel like my family even wants me to end it, because it's only a thing when something drastic happens, but the things said and done to get a person to that point gets overlooked. Tried asking for help got a divorce instead, parents ignored, at least I have this thread...

I hope I don't make it out today

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I understand finding it painful to exist but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[Bradux512]

It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I understand finding it painful to exist but anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search

And the same people who are supposed to help/support you say u looking for attention... lol and at your funeral they crying the loudest to get the most attention..
That's Life, which is why I got myself alcohol, weed and some drugs to not feel the pain when I do it