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SereneSpectre
New Member
- Feb 23, 2024
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I imagine it every single day. I own over 40 firearms, it can all be over in an instant. But I have kids, I have a spouse, I don't want to put any of them through that pain or have one of them find me and be left with that mental scar (I work in the death care business, I've seen everything and some things stick with me - even people who I have no connection to)
I have depression, anxiety, PTS from constant harassment and smear campaigns that have been happen for years, no matter how many times I block them, they always show back up. Or their friends begin harassing me and threatening me. I live in a constant state of anxiety. I wake up with my adrenaline going and a deep pit in my stomach that feels like something bad is going to happen and the feeling lasts all day. I just want it to end. All of it. I don't want to be here anymore.
I have depression, anxiety, PTS from constant harassment and smear campaigns that have been happen for years, no matter how many times I block them, they always show back up. Or their friends begin harassing me and threatening me. I live in a constant state of anxiety. I wake up with my adrenaline going and a deep pit in my stomach that feels like something bad is going to happen and the feeling lasts all day. I just want it to end. All of it. I don't want to be here anymore.