Discussion I’m probably going to CBT in the next day/week.

[SaberIsACute]

I'm just so tired of existing. I want non existence. The absence of suffering. I don't even know if it's possible to die. But it sure would be nice.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of existing here, permanent non-existence is all that appeals to me as well, it certainly would be nice if there was the option to just fall into an eternal sleep, it's all I've ever wished for, I see non-existence as always being preferable which is why it's horrible to me how suicide is purposely made so difficult.

 

[アホペンギン]

Yes, non existence is much more appealing than existence. No suffering involved when you're dead.

 

[CandyK__]

Hope you'll find what you look for in places you're going through. If life isn't what you need, then neither could be death.
If you manage to find peace in life I would to hear about it, otherwise farewell friend.