I did everything right. I went to all the therapy. I got diagnosed with the things, i took all the meds, I meditated, I changed my behaviors, I jumped through the hoops... I bent and twisted and jumped and... I am now disabled and alone and losing everything, AGAIN. And I am, over it. I have been abused and traumatized my whole life, and told it's my fault. Which has led to me being... abused and traumatized more. And now that I have nothing left to give, I'm alone. People suck. They are so fake. I've done more in my life with less resources, love, family, and support. And now it's too late. I'm over it.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,500
It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing, I'm sorry you suffer so unbearably, I wish you the best.
darksouls
Illuminated
- May 10, 2025
- 3,511
it is perverse to always blame the victims
I am very sorry that so much violence was done to you by people
it is terrible to be hurt so often
sending you hugs and love
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