Help Im not sure how im feeling about going through with it.

[Traumagotchi]

Im not really sure how I feel about actually doing cbt. I'm tired, I'm always in pain, and I'm just sick of being here. But at the same time I'm almost... scared?

I hate myself, more than anything else, but for some reason I can just never go through with it.

I don't ever go through with therapy or treatment, I just don't care about myself enough to try. So what's the problem?

Why can't I just do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that after all, suicide is something which isn't straightforward. Only the individual knows when the time is right to leave this world. But anyway I wish you the best, there certainly is no peace from suffering to be found as long as one exists here.