im not suffering i just want to die

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my life is fine, i am in no pain, i feel no severe misery, i just need to die. it is nothing more than an obsession and an impassioned compulsion. i feel positive about suicide, the only bad thing about my life is that it keeps me from being dead. i dont understand this obsession and this feeling but it is very powerful and i just want to do it. i have no desire for 'treatment;