Venting I’m not ready for any of this

[flapjax]

I'm writing this at work so sorry if it's a bit rushed, but I've been feeling awful every minute I spend working. I've been working since I was 16 (20 now) thinking that that's where I'd find meaning. But I spent 18 years of life, all that energy and motivation for school, just for it to not matter now. I get to wage slave just to scrape by or go right back to school. This doesn't feel fair or right to me. Why did they force me to waste so much time if all I get in return is a life of stress and misery?

 

[Daxter_87]

I'm sorry you are suffering like this. To me, school and work are horrible slavery, and I don't understand how people can put up with such an awful system.

I hope that your circumstances get better, by any means.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing here undeniably is so dreadful and it does sound really tiring what you have to go through, it's true that existence is just decades of meaningless suffering until one deteriorates from age and dies anyway. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[whatevs]

Still young IMO. Can get back to studying any time.