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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
I'm fully aware of how my offer sounds.

But everyone is here because they're lonely and down, so why not? No harm in it.

Not gonna give out my details cuz safety, but if you're reading this and you plan to CTB and you want to feel appreciated one last time, you're more than welcome to swing by my place (I assume ghosts can just like track people or some shit... let's be honest, you'll have enough time on your hands to find me) and even though I won't be able to see you, just know that I appreciate you and I don't want you to feel alone, even in death.

Oh and I also have a cat that loves cheek scritches so you can hang out with him too. Animals can see ghosts right? I don't know how he feels about ghosts but I guess we'll find out. Don't feel bad if he ignores you, he's pretty oblivious.

Just please don't be a cunt about it because I'm scared of my own shadow. Nice ghosts only please.

I know what it's like to hit rock bottom and feel like no one cares, and most people here who CTB will feel so lonely and uncertain when they do, so... If my (admittedly silly) offer helps anyone in their final moments, if it helps any of you feel like you have something to look forward to or some purpose, I want you to take it and try find comfort in it. I do sincerely care about you all and I don't want anyone to feel confused or lost.

Oh and there's one free spot by the house, but otherwise it's better to park on the road soz.
 
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leashyx

Member
Dec 24, 2021
9
word, i'll stop by. i'll bring treats for your cat
 
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markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
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Thank you for making this post
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
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This is kinda cool—you're on. I'll bring my ghost dog. Not to worry, he's relaxed and just lies there…
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Sep 9, 2018
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Thank you for the offer. I will gladly swing by and ectoplasm on you. And you can't take it personally or accuse me of anything sexual because I'm a ghost.
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
Thank you for the offer. I will gladly swing by and ectoplasm on you. And you can't take it personally or accuse me of anything sexual because I'm a ghost.
You're uninvited
 
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RandomBeaver

I eat trees
May 10, 2022
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
This is kinda cool—you're on. I'll bring my ghost dog. Not to worry, he's relaxed and just lies there…
Okay that's good because my cat has major trust issues with dogs because one of my ex flatmates ones used to sit on him and he never got over it. So one that doesn't do anything will be an improvement
word, i'll stop by. i'll bring treats for your cat
He'll love that, he's 7kg.

If you forget the treats because you're traveling light, I think I've got some spare next to the bookshelf by the kitchen. His favourite flavour is beef.
 

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LayingOnTheTracks

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May 15, 2022
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I'm new to this forum and I'm still trying to pick up the lingo. What does CTB mean?
 
RandomBeaver

RandomBeaver

I eat trees
May 10, 2022
290
@LayingOnTheTracks It may mean @.CTB ?

Edit: okay it stands for call the bus.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
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Okay that's good because my cat has major trust issues with dogs because one of my ex flatmates ones used to sit on him and he never got over it. So one that doesn't do anything will be an improvement
Oh ya, Dozer would never do that…
 
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oversizedsweaters

oversizedsweaters

Member
Mar 6, 2021
51
I'm new to this forum and I'm still trying to pick up the lingo. What does CTB mean?
Well I once read a thread about it and then discovered there are a lot of different literal meanings. It means to kill yourself, but in literal way I always thought it stands for catch the bus. But it can also mean things like close the book, cease to breathe/be. And maybe other people have even another literal meaning, but those are the ones I know :)

And I really like this thread by the way! It brought a smile to my face reading this 🙃
 
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Dizzylady80

Dizzylady80

Experienced
Nov 5, 2020
226
Don't spread yourself too thin bb
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
Don't spread yourself too thin bb
I really appreciate you. Thank you for being so kind.

I got the idea for this because it was one of the last things I said to Camus, when I was blurting stuff out to try help him.

It's taken a toll though so I'm going to spend less time on this forum so I can pick myself back up enough to do better. I don't mean recover, but more just function better. You're completely right.

Thank you so much for looking out for me.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
Thanks. I may well take up your offer. And hopefully bring you and your cat some good vibes. I love cats.
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
Thanks. I may well take up your offer. And hopefully bring you and your cat some good vibes. I love cats.
My cat hates cats so I'm gonna need you to teach him your ways haha. Would save me a lot of hassle when it comes to trying to keep peace in the neighbourhood.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
My cat hates cats so I'm gonna need you to teach him your ways haha. Would save me a lot of hassle when it comes to trying to keep peace in the neighbourhood.
I can imagine ha ha. Ginger cats are usually full of character but like to be dominant. It would probably be easier to get the other cats to submit. Unless they're ginger too?
 
Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
I can imagine ha ha. Ginger cats are usually full of character but like to be dominant. It would probably be easier to get the other cats to submit. Unless they're ginger too?
Well at the moment Cujo is having some beef with this big fluffy white cat who likes to bust into my living room and act like he owns the place.

There's one other ginger around but she's lovely and everyone on the street adores her and I think Cujo knows it and he's bitter.

And it's like, Cuuj just stop being bitter you daft fluffy asshole, people would love you more if you weren't.

Anyway that's the current state of cat affairs in my neighbourhood. Like and subscribe for updates.
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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Well at the moment Cujo is having some beef with this big fluffy white cat who likes to bust into my living room and act like he owns the place.

There's one other ginger around but she's lovely and everyone on the street adores her and I think Cujo knows it and he's bitter.

And it's like, Cuuj just stop being bitter you daft fluffy asshole, people would love you more if you weren't.

Anyway that's the current state of cat affairs in my neighbourhood. Like and subscribe for updates.
Sounds like fun. I can't wait for updates. Love your cat's name. Sadly he can't win against a female ginger though. They're rare indeed and she obviously knows how special she is.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Hi
 
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novem

novem

Experienced
May 9, 2022
273
There is a sitcom on HBO (by BBC) called "Ghosts" that I am watching now to distract myself. Every ghost with their own tragedy, stuck in the old house. Sometimes those ghost characters remind me of people who want to ctb but are still stuck for whatever reason.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
Me bringing my billions of past ghost homies to your residence.
ghosts GIF
 
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Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
107
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This is going to be my homelife now
 
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
"Just please don't be a cunt about it because I'm scared of my own shadow. Nice ghosts only please."


👍🏻
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I'm fully aware of how my offer sounds.

But everyone is here because they're lonely and down, so why not? No harm in it.

Not gonna give out my details cuz safety, but if you're reading this and you plan to CTB and you want to feel appreciated one last time, you're more than welcome to swing by my place (I assume ghosts can just like track people or some shit... let's be honest, you'll have enough time on your hands to find me) and even though I won't be able to see you, just know that I appreciate you and I don't want you to feel alone, even in death.

Oh and I also have a cat that loves cheek scritches so you can hang out with him too. Animals can see ghosts right? I don't know how he feels about ghosts but I guess we'll find out. Don't feel bad if he ignores you, he's pretty oblivious.

Just please don't be a cunt about it because I'm scared of my own shadow. Nice ghosts only please.

I know what it's like to hit rock bottom and feel like no one cares, and most people here who CTB will feel so lonely and uncertain when they do, so... If my (admittedly silly) offer helps anyone in their final moments, if it helps any of you feel like you have something to look forward to or some purpose, I want you to take it and try find comfort in it. I do sincerely care about you all and I don't want anyone to feel confused or lost.

Oh and there's one free spot by the house, but otherwise it's better to park on the road soz.
My ghost would be happy to pop round and give your kitty a furry cheek scratch and play with his fluffy tail, and yes l'll be a well behaved spook 👻, Thanks for the offer 💐
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
"Just please don't be a cunt about it because I'm scared of my own shadow. Nice ghosts only please."


👍🏻
Thank you
My ghost would be happy to pop round and give your kitty a furry cheek scratch and play with his fluffy tail, and yes l'll be a well behaved spook 👻, Thanks for the offer 💐

I know Imissyoumydarling would have been happy to welcome you all. She's now enjoying the wonderful afterlife she wanted and longed for. She was and is a lovely person.

She asked me to take over ghost hosting duties. Sorry I don't have a cat. 💗
 
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