Im mad

[tercermundista]

For the first time in my life I try to CTB. I put a lot of things in order, wrote a letter and destroyed my smartphone and failed. FUCK!
My method was partial suspension... no other method available. I don't know what I can do.

sorry for my bad english

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer, I personally always wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, trying to die going wrong is what I personally fear and it feels so cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.