I’m lost about methods

[neverbeenthere]

I'm really lost. I don't know which method will be the one that I can trust, knowing that my biggest fear is to fail and become a vegetable. I cant have a gun in my country, and I dont have a place to hang. Im thinking either by jumping or SN but I have to be sure it would be lethal. I'm out of ideas. In my city there is a bridge that is 42 meters high over the sea. Idk if that would do the trick but I cant go on anymore

 

[spero_meliora]

Welcome to SaSu, I'm sorry you're here.

As per the rules, no one can suggest a method for you - but you can take a look at the mega thread which links to resources for each of the most common methods, and determine which one might be for you.

that link is here:

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sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[wham311]

I'm really lost. I don't know which method will be the one that I can trust, knowing that my biggest fear is to fail and become a vegetable. I cant have a gun in my country, and I dont have a place to hang. Im thinking either by jumping or SN but I have to be sure it would be lethal. I'm out of ideas. In my city there is a bridge that is 42 meters high over the sea. Idk if that would do the trick but I cant go on anymore

Not high enough

 

[neverbeenthere]

Not high enough

oh my god really ? I though it was quite high… damn

 

[wham311]

oh my god really ? I though it was quite high… damn

250ft over water

150 over pavement

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as all I want is to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to die painlessly, I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I find it so terrifying how trying to die can go wrong with no limit as to how much a human can suffer, I hope you find peace.