WallTermite
Student
- Aug 16, 2025
- 149
I don't know what to do. I'm thinking of just drowning myself, but at the same time I got some goals I haven't yet fulfilled. It shouldn't matter since I'll be dead but I don't wanna go like a total pathetic loser.
I will also sound like a psycho, but I want people to regret treating me badly. I want them to feel the pain of losing someone by ctb. Everyone around me makes me angry. I'm so messed up. Meds don't work nor therapy and I wonder why I had to be born, out of so many species, I had to be human with stupid mental isssues and trauma.
Why does God hate us so much. Not to mention so many people dealing with chronic pain and trauma, it's not fair. I'm 26 and I am basically a child who can't function.
I will also sound like a psycho, but I want people to regret treating me badly. I want them to feel the pain of losing someone by ctb. Everyone around me makes me angry. I'm so messed up. Meds don't work nor therapy and I wonder why I had to be born, out of so many species, I had to be human with stupid mental isssues and trauma.
Why does God hate us so much. Not to mention so many people dealing with chronic pain and trauma, it's not fair. I'm 26 and I am basically a child who can't function.
