Help I'm killing myself in December

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

No bullshit, I will get a rope, find a spot, and get the job done ~ I feel a lot of folks that want to commit suicide aren't really all in since if you truly wanted it you'd have it

 

[FuneralCry]

Saying that if people really wanted to ctb they'd be already gone is just insensitive and ignorant, it's the type of thing pro-lifers who say who are completely unaware of the difficulty of ctb. Sorry but suicide just isn't that easy for everyone, like fair enough say what you want about your own situation but you know nothing about other people's. In regards to other people's situations it doesn't matter what you feel as you cannot experience existence in the same way as them.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Committing suicide isn't some easy task. Life circumstances, having to deal with your SI, and having to take into consideration the potential risks that may come if it fails, along with the bodies tendency to try and hang on to life no matter what can make ctb hard. To say that if people really wanted to ctb then they would have done it already is incredibly ignorant and insensitive.

 

[OreosAndDeath]

Sure if you want it bad enough you'll attempt it but some of us don't want to end up being found or interrupted and ending up in hospital or severely injured to the point we have no choice in living.

I hope you don't end up in that situation.

 

[silligant]

No bullshit, I will get a rope, find a spot, and get the job done ~ I feel a lot of folks that want to commit suicide aren't really all in since if you truly wanted it you'd have it

Well, congrats on building the willpower to do that; it's never easy. It's precisely that reason that makes suicide so difficult for some of us; there's so many things that come with suicide that make it very daunting. I wish you the best with your decision, but I have a feeling you'll find out when the time comes that it isn't something you can have as easily as that.

 

[Division Day]

The only people who truly know what they'd do in that situation are dead (or interrupted). And even if you personally will just step up there and do it like it's nothing, you don't need to belittle other people who would be let down by the SI part of their brain.

Saying that anyone who hasn't successfully CTB obviously doesn't want it that much is like one step away from telling a depressed person to cheer up or someone with an anxiety disorder not to worry.

 

[L0nely]

It's easier said than done. Deciding to end one's life is the hardest choice people can ever make. Fear of pain, of the unknown, fear of aftermath and abandoning your close ones, fear of potentially throwing away potential.

In the end people don't want to end their life, they only want to end the pain.