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ITryHard

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Every day is bad but today the depression just seems to be extra awful. I swear...if I only had the materials needed, today would be the day.
 
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Every day is bad but today the depression just seems to be extra awful. I swear...if I only had the materials needed, today would be the day.

I'm sorry today is nearly unbearable for you. I'm waiting on materials and a plan but in the meantime just trying to take it day by day... hour by hour.

Remember you are not alone here and are surrounded by those who share your feelings and care. I guess what I'm trying to say is at least we are here together and i hope that can bring some comfort if any.
 
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Think of the peace soon to come. A good idolisation fantasy usually calms me down.
 
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I'm sorry today is nearly unbearable for you. I'm waiting on materials and a plan but in the meantime just trying to take it day by day... hour by hour.

Remember you are not alone here and are surrounded by those who share your feelings and care. I guess what I'm trying to say is at least we are here together and i hope that can bring some comfort if any.
You have. Thank you for reaching out to a stranger over the internet.
Think of the peace soon to come. A good idolisation fantasy usually calms me down.
Thanks for the advice. I think I will. :)
 
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I feel u @ITryHard ... I have these type of days very often ... The only thing that helps is suicidal ideation and this site. Hope I could help u in any possible way ...
 
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I feel u @ITryHard ... I have these type of days very often ... The only thing that helps is suicidal ideation and this site. Hope I could help u in any possible way ...
It does help. Thanks for reaching out :-)
 
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Hey I'm sorry you are having a rough day. You can always hit me up if you want to talk or vent! :happy:
 
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I've been feeling very low the past few weeks. I've been absent of energy to do just basic things. Even if I'm pretty set on ctb, I find that keeping my feelings bottled up not good. I'm here for you if you want someone to listen or vent to.
 
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I've been feeling very low the past few weeks. I've been absent of energy to do just basic things. Even if I'm pretty set on ctb, I find that keeping my feelings bottled up not good. I'm here for you if you want someone to listen or vent to.
Thanks! Totally appreciate it!
 
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Hugs for you bro, hang in there. The pain will pass and you'll get a break even if you still aren't happy overall.
 
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Every day is bad but today the depression just seems to be extra awful. I swear...if I only had the materials needed, today would be the day.
Just remember, you're not alone in this.
Sometimes I feel crippled by depression and despair.
But try to remember that you are in ultimate control of your life.
You are not just a puppet which is manipulated by emotions and circumstances.
Keep going in the present, and don't be overwhelmed by the past or the future.
 
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ITryHard

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Just remember, you're not alone in this.
Sometimes I feel crippled by depression and despair.
But try to remember that you are in ultimate control of your life.
You are not just a puppet which is manipulated by emotions and circumstances.
Keep going in the present, and don't be overwhelmed by the past or the future.
Sometimes easier said than done but wise words nonetheless. Thank you.
Hugs for you bro, hang in there. The pain will pass and you'll get a break even if you still aren't happy overall.
Thank you. The pain did pass a little bit and tomorrow is always another day.
 
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I'm sorry you're having a bad day. I dont know any magical words to help, sorry. Just know there are others here going through the same thing and we support you.

I'm having a horrible day also. Bad physical pain and emotional too... cant stop crying and just wishing I could overcome the obstacles keeping me here.

Our time of relief will come.
 
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I'm sorry you're having a bad day. I dont know any magical words to help, sorry. Just know there are others here going through the same thing and we support you.

I'm having a horrible day also. Bad physical pain and emotional too... cant stop crying and just wishing I could overcome the obstacles keeping me here.

Our time of relief will come.
The support is all I ask for. I hope both our days today are better than yesterday. I'm here for support if you need me.
 
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