Venting I'm in despair knowing I have to continue my miserable life after failing my suicide attempts

[flyingangel]

I'm trying to get ahold of SN, but for now, I have to continue living normally like nothing ever happened. I have to do my responsibilities, chores, and the thought of it makes me want to puke. My last attempt consisted of ingesting 1600 mg of antipsychotics, but I woke up normally with drowsiness and akathisia(?) that I had to endure for a few hours afterward. I wish I was dead.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm sorry it failed, and I wish you the best in your search for SN~ :( trying to overdose, especially on medications that are easily to get ahold of, doesn't tend to work too well~ >~< This world is really cruel, and I certainly wish I were gone from it too~ >_<

 

[cvroski]

I know how you feel. Had a few failed attempts so now I just live life rotting away. Hopefully I can get my hands on hard stuff to go peacefully