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Luna88

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Jan 4, 2021
119
I can not anymore. it's been so long. I have N but just can't drink it. it is one never-ending nightmare. does anyone feel the same? I can't find a partner. it's almost impossible to find someone, which makes it even more unbearable.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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You are the only one who's feelings and thoughts are important on that topic. I hope that somehow you shall find peace, love and hope.
 
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Jimblue

Student
Sep 10, 2022
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I am very sorry that you have go through all these and I hope you will feel better soon.
 
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tootiredx

Member
Sep 20, 2022
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I can not anymore. it's been so long. I have N but just can't drink it. it is one never-ending nightmare. does anyone feel the same? I can't find a partner. it's almost impossible to find someone, which makes it even more unbearable.
This is exactly how I feel. This life feels unbearable so why is it so hard to give it up??
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,248
This life really is so cruel and I'm sorry that you have to endure so much suffering. At least you have the option of a way to peacefully exit for when the time is right. I wish you freedom.
 
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botch3d

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Sep 17, 2022
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Hey, you have a peaceful exit option. You're just not ready to go yet. You only have one life, when and if the time is right you will know . Now is not the time
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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What's the difference if it's today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, never? CTB is about seizing control. You seizing control and doing what is right for you. Evidently, you are not ready even though you say you just "cannot anymore". You seem like you are OK with more, whatever that is. It may get better for you. It may not. If the time comes where you truly can't go anymore, you'll know it. In the meantime, all you can do is what you can do.
 
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Luna88

Student
Jan 4, 2021
119
I'm trapped in the dark I'm ready. I've been suffering for so long
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
2,848
I can not anymore. it's been so long. I have N but just can't drink it. it is one never-ending nightmare. does anyone feel the same? I can't find a partner. it's almost impossible to find someone, which makes it even more unbearable.
Nightmare without end, that's my life also, this year....its a special kind of misery
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Im so in pain, im in canada, I wish i was invited to a N party but I'd probably end up raped... And alive...
 

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