I tried my best to improve my life, but it seems the more I try to get out of this shitty situation, the worse it gets. I'm a failure with no personality, no friends, no life and no future. I'm reaching the dead end. I can try to be optimistic today, and hope that things would somehow turn in my favor but I know I'll have to ctb sooner or later. I just want to let go of all this baggage of pain and suffering. I'm tired of being a good for nothing disappointment. There is no hope.
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I'm 24 and I don't know any other 24 year old who is a failure like me. I couldn't even keep a job because I'm so fuckin hopeless.
I'm 26 so not much older than you and I'm a fuck up too.
What i take solace in is the fact that so many others are in the same position as us but we just don't hear about it.
freedompass
Warlock
- Jan 27, 2021
- 768
Very true. From what I see and read online it's an epidemic. Unless there's just one person writing all those posts lol, I'm sorry I know it's not funny but my own son who's 26 is like this so it hits close to home.
So are you both suicidal? I just wish I'd lived a full life before I started fucking up. Not in my twenties....
freedompass
Warlock
- Jan 27, 2021
- 768
I know he has been, I think he goes through phases. I feel guilty that his life is worse than mine. It should be the other way. But it's a sign of the times. Society is fucked and most people seem to keep drinking the kool aid, blind and deaf to what is happening, the anguish of isolated young people unable to cross the threshold into adulthood. The 'powers that be' want to divide and rule. It suits the status quo for young people to seclude themselves away and suffer in silence feeling that they are the only one and it is their fault. I don't buy that. I don't know what it will take to wake society up or make them give 2 shits. They will go straight to tough love, shaping up, taking responsibility etc. In this hyperindividualistic society it's all about bootstraps and so on well fuck that. I don't blame my son and I don't have any answers except please don't think it's just you.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,244
Life does just seem to be endless problems and misery all for no purpose, I understand. I also have lots of dread for the future, it's such an awful feeling knowing that things will just get worse. This is why the thought of non existence comforts me as death literally solves everything and prevents any future suffering. I wish you the best.
CTB Dream
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Try improve get nothing get injurt get damage also aging always problem no hope me understand
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