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citrix_s

citrix_s

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Sep 21, 2025
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I was feeling really bad a while ago, but I just received confirmation that the SN and antiemetics will be delivered in the next few days. I don't have them yet, but I'm happy.

Does this happen to you too?
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
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I was feeling really bad a while ago, but I just received confirmation that the SN and antiemetics will be delivered in the next few days. I don't have them yet, but I'm happy.

Does this happen to you too?
Awww...I thought it was someone who was really, actually happy in life. That would be such a nice thing

I'm sorry that your happiness, like mine is limited to ending life.
 
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Shadow_

Sometimes dead is better
Mar 14, 2025
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Awww...I thought it was someone who was really, actually happy in life. That would be such a nice thing

I'm sorry that your happiness, like mine is limited to ending life.
Oop same
Yes that is the expected response. You made a goal, and steps have been completed to finish this goal. That is the natural way human biology works. This comment may seem patronizing, or sarcastic, it wasn't intended that way, but yes. Very obviously yes. To everyone.

I truly hope you feel the relief that you need. Whether that is when the attempt is complete, or if you change your mind, in the coming times.
 
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58Alice85

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Aug 31, 2025
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Congratulations, you have won
clinging to a miserable life is pathetic
 
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Aisling1710

A brown tile from Monopoly
Sep 22, 2025
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I hope you find peace my friend!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel relieved, I know I'd certainly feel so relieved if I had the option to cease existing painlessly that is guaranteed, it's all I want and it'd solve everything for me, all I wish for is peace from this torturous, futile existence that only ever caused me to suffer, I wish you the best.
 
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Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
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I would be happy too. The freedom of choice, at least.
 

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