Well, I'm taking a particularly long break from here (hopefully forever). I have my SN and anti-emetics should I ever need to use them.
This forum is toxic, and there is a fucking reason why so many of the mods have been active here for four/five years and haven't ctb yet: because they never intend to. RainAndSadness, FuneralCry, and all the rest of you are some of the most sociopathic fucking weirdos I've ever had the displeasure of coming across. Not think it's a little odd they repeatedly encourage death and yet never follow through themselves?
To everyone on here, please reach out. I did, they didn't section me, they just attempted to help me.
These people do not want to help you. They want you to die. There's a reason this is the only forum set up by the owners that isn't limited to solely men. Also, you not being able to find someone to fuck you is nobodies problem but your own, you're probably insufferable. It's quite astounding just how easily I was able to get access to ctb resources, and I hope infinitely more of the admin team do eventually get sentenced because you are, quite literally, responsible for the death of minors and adults alike. This forum has done nothing but make my mental health infinitely worse.
Throw down the ban-hammer now and call me a 'pro-lifer' because I know you're going to, solely because I believe explicitly encouraging and giving links to IC/EM to actively suicidal people is a fucking stupid idea.
Peace and love, please get out of here before it's too late (ESPECIALLY if you're transgender or a woman). These people do not care about you.