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OperationOblivion

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Nov 27, 2025
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I've been thinking about ways of ctb recently but I know my supports wouldn't want me to follow through. I just feel like they don't understand that I'm a lost cause. I've done nothing right and only pushed away people. I've seen it before with my other friends, and now I'll have to watch it happen again with my favorite people. If I make it long enough to push them away, then I know I'll probably in a better state of mind to ctb.
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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I don't mean to kick you in the gut but while that
I just feel like they don't understand
might be true, there's still possibility that it is you who lacks understanding. Why? Because even if
I've done nothing right and only pushed away people
still
my supports wouldn't want me to follow through.
Looks like they see or understand sth about you that you couldn't and you actually did sth right to make them stick around and attain status of a support.
Just a food for thought, wasn't meant to be an insult.
 
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