I'm gonna give it my all.

[walsun]

I've had numerous attempts before 18, and now that I'm nearing the age of 19. I figured why not give it my whole for a year? Might as well do so.
I might change my mind in a few hours, but as of now. I feel slightly hopeful.
As far as I know, I've accepted my death, due to this I think I have a chance at life too.
Thanks for reading everyone.
I hope you're all having a great day.

 

[Mrs. T-800]

Hiya Walsun. (Part of me wants to be like Tom Hanks in Castaway. Walsuuuun...!)

I'm glad you're changing course. Sometimes, it can be hard. "I spent so much of my life sad, it is normal, is happiness, or even neutrality, worth a shot whatsoever?" You are young – that is not to say inexperienced or without hardship! those years can be so hard! – and I hope you realize that you are nonetheless at the age where you are "master of your fate" more so to speak.
Life is full of surprises if we look around to see them.
And small happinesses if we learn to look to them.

Have a good day, cheering you on!
Give it a go. Life is a one time gift and we can make it a good one even smally if we try.

 

[Grasp of darkness]

Nothing quite as liberating as having nothing to lose

 

[gentarouhongou]

"It is easier for one to take risks and to chase his dreams with a mindset that he has nothing to lose. In this lies the immense passion..."
— Criss Jami, Killosophy