I’m gonna do something stupid probably

[zeldalover]

I'm a fucking idiot but here I go. It's not exactly with the intent of ctb but it is - I'm gonna take some hydroxyzine tonight after a night full of a drinking. It feels risky even though I know hydroxyzine is safer. Im just an idiot.

 

[Neogoloid]

Me too, I just hope I don't give myself permanent brain damage instead of a quick end.

 

[Some place nice]

Good luck. I hope a peaceful end for you.

 

[zeldalover]

Thank you. It probably won't be but I wish it was this easy.

I might not even end up trying it tonight. I'm scared but also I don't even know that this is it for me. I still think I'm gonna take some tonight. I just don't think it'll end me tonight. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm a fucking idiot.