Help I'm going to try to hang on today

[tabin]

I really want to die, but when I hang myself, I'm always hesitant because of the fear I have, and I really want some advice so I can die today

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[miseryonearth]

Hope you succeed and find peace

 

[Worndown]

It sounds a little harsh but when you NEED to go, you will not hesitate.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Survival instinct is a real thing. The human body is hardwired to survive, and will go into panic mode when it senses something's amiss. This is what you're experiencing. The what ifs, and the fear of the unknown is holding you back from following through.

And that's completely okay. You might not truly be ready to die, deep down. There is *something* holding you back. That might be something for you to hold onto and move forward.

Now, if you truly do want to die, a lot of people here have suggested a form anti anxiety meds to take before attempting, to try and mitigate SI.

Are you confident in your plan to CTB? Do you mind sharing your method? Maybe you need some reassurance or guidance on your method of choice. That could help alleviate some of your fears.

I don't advocate for suicide. But I do believe in offering support or information for those who are intent on it. I hope someone here can help you, whether it be staying alive, or being successful in achieving your peace.