I'm using a translator because I'm not good at English. I ask for your understand.
I realized that I failed again this time, and I wondered if I should find a way to fix it, or if I should do a ctb that I couldn't do in the production year.
But my family got rid of my hesitation today.
Lack of sense of reality, bad choices, entrenched anger and frustration, abnormal relationships and failures are all programmed from them.
My parents also regret and resent that they fell into religious delusions at an old age, married on impulse, and had children.
They're just trying to cover up this family's failure with another religious delusion and connotation.
But I'm leaving today to face them the fact that they failed and wrong.
I wouldn't go through a miserable middle-aged and old-age life like them.
I hope that the waistband in my bathroom gown will gently tighten my carotid artery, and that the closet post will hold my body well.
Wish me good luck.
I realized that I failed again this time, and I wondered if I should find a way to fix it, or if I should do a ctb that I couldn't do in the production year.
But my family got rid of my hesitation today.
Lack of sense of reality, bad choices, entrenched anger and frustration, abnormal relationships and failures are all programmed from them.
My parents also regret and resent that they fell into religious delusions at an old age, married on impulse, and had children.
They're just trying to cover up this family's failure with another religious delusion and connotation.
But I'm leaving today to face them the fact that they failed and wrong.
I wouldn't go through a miserable middle-aged and old-age life like them.
I hope that the waistband in my bathroom gown will gently tighten my carotid artery, and that the closet post will hold my body well.
Wish me good luck.
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