I’m getting desperate

[LittleMagician]

I think the time is coming very soon now and as much as I tried to fight up my depression is giving in. If anyone knows a source please I need it desperately bc I don't think I can go on anymore. My parents said they don't want me anymore and to save up to move out. My boyfriend ignores me for hours and I think most people forget my existence. I haven't gone out in months because of my extreme agoraphobia and it's not getting better, it's all getting worse and I think I'm at one of my lowest points since my last attempt. Idk what to do seriously I just want everything to be okay so badly why am so worthless and forgettable? I just wanna be loved and I wanna help myself but I can't it's all just so unfair idk what to do

 

[DTA]

Society would say this is anti-social, but fuck other people!
Try not to worry about what others think of you or whether they remember you or not. What does it matter if you're remembered? Even those who would remember you will die, then you're forgotten anyway. Besides, most of those we're taught to please are assholes.
YOU are the one who decides your worth! By appeasing others we give our power to them and we feel weak! Love and respect yourself first, then I bet you'll find others following.

 

[botanormal]

I'm so sorry you're in that position. Agoraphobia is literally horrible, and feeling abandoned when you're in one of your worst positions is not something anybody should have to experience. You are so far from worthless - I know we are strangers on a screen, but you have so much inherent worth and nobody can take that away from you, even if you are treated in such a way (which is completely a reflection of them - not you) I'm sending many virtual hugs & I truly wish you the best

 

[LittleMagician]

Society would say this is anti-social, but fuck other people!
Try not to worry about what others think of you or whether they remember you or not. What does it matter if you're remembered? Even those who would remember you will die, then you're forgotten anyway. Besides, most of those we're taught to please are assholes.
YOU are the one who decides your worth! By appeasing others we give our power to them and we feel weak! Love and respect yourself first, then I bet you'll find others following.

ur right I don't wanna be remembered or necessary liked. Appeasing is a form of mind control, I don't owe anyone anything

I'm so sorry you're in that position. Agoraphobia is literally horrible, and feeling abandoned when you're in one of your worst positions is not something anybody should have to experience. You are so far from worthless - I know we are strangers on a screen, but you have so much inherent worth and nobody can take that away from you, even if you are treated in such a way (which is completely a reflection of them - not you) I'm sending many virtual hugs & I truly wish you the best

<3333

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad

sending you hugs and love