im dying and nobody cares

[assisted]

not one person. all i ever wanted was a friend.

 

[Darkover]

we are all dying some fast than others some sooner than others nobody ever cared for me either here

 

[assisted]

we are all dying some fast than others some sooner than others nobody ever cared for me either here

i think theres a very good chance that most people my age could live long enough to be immortal. by here do you mean sanctionedsuicide or earth

 

[MrDarkness]

I can semi relate. If you need to talk my dms are always open, I'm gonna die soon, but I'll try to enjoy my final moments

 

[assisted]

we are all dying some fast than others some sooner than others nobody ever cared for me either here

i care for you. i care for everyone that is living, and everyone that is dying.

I can semi relate. If you need to talk my dms are always open, I'm gonna die soon, but I'll try to enjoy my final moments

thank you.

 

[Darkover]

i think theres a very good chance that most people my age could live long enough to be immortal. by here do you mean sanctionedsuicide or earth

i doubt anyone here will live to be immortal i can see civilization collapse due to resource depletion within the next 150 years, i mean nobody ever cared for me while i was alive here on earth

i care for you. i care for everyone that is living, and everyone that is dying.

if there is anything i have learned its that actions speak louder than words i don't feel cared for at all here on earth

 

[Next]

not one person. all i ever wanted was a friend.

Due to predispositions, many people find it difficult to make social contacts and thus find friends.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think that unfortunately most people are too self centred to ever care in this cruel world and I get that loneliness is painful for so many who exist here but anyway I bet that eventually most of us won't even exist in the memories of those who continue to stay here, the way I see it we are all destined to be forgotten about.

 

[assisted]

i doubt anyone here will live to be immortal i can see civilization collapse due to resource depletion within the next 150 years, i mean nobody ever cared for me while i was alive here on earth

if there is anything i have learned its that actions speak louder than words i don't feel cared for at all here on earth

i've always lived on the fringes of society, so the collapse of civilization has been very obvious to me. however, i don't think human beings will go extinct. thank you for clarifying. that's what i meant as well.

the younger and healthier version of myself would have done more to prove that i care for you and to help you feel cared for, but i'm selective about how i spend my time energy now, given that i don't have very much. actively caring so much for others in the past depleted me of a lot.

Due to predispositions, many people find it difficult to make social contacts and thus find friends.

you're right. i always tried very, very hard to make social contacts and find friends. i was good at it when i was younger. however, it took me a while to learn. it didn't matter in the end. i tried too hard to be "normal" and fit in. no one liked me for me. they only liked that i was a people pleaser. nothing could ever be about me. it could only be about them.

I just think that unfortunately most people are too self centred to ever care in this cruel world and I get that loneliness is painful for so many who exist here but anyway I bet that eventually most of us won't even exist in the memories of those who continue to stay here, the way I see it we are all destined to be forgotten about.

i agree. there is far too much self-centeredness in this cruel world. i wish i could find people who aren't. loneliness is painful because human beings are social, tribal creatures. it's a curse. i would much rather have no social needs. i don't really care about being remembered. if anything, i would rather be forgotten. my problem is that people always remember me. i've been told so many times by people that they will never forget me. i know i'm memorable when i get close to people. i almost feel like the people i've been close to don't deserve to remember me. i hate the thought of them remembering me and looking down on me... or even feigning care when they hear that i die... as if they ever truly loved or cared about me while i was here on earth. i could go on, but yeah...

 

[todiefor]

I know what you mean, I wish I could just quickly and quietly slip out of the world and no one will feel or judge. It would make everything so much easier and freer. I don't care about being remembered at all, the whole point is to cease to exist, I really would prefer it if no one even knew. I hate how with suicide all of a sudden everyone has an opinion. No one has an opinion if you died from cancer. I don't even personally care about their opinion since I'm dead, but it still affects the living like my parents, who will be judged and shamed, and i will be labelled selfish, weak, ungrateful for doing it to them, and so even then no one would really care about my feelings and what got me there. No one even knew me.

 

[Next]

hard to make social contacts and find friends. i

A little advice. You don't find friends by doing someone a favor, but by asking for them.