I'm done

[RacilyDank]

That's it.

I've acquired some queteipine (seroquel). Last night I did a 'test run' and took half a 50mg tablet. It knocked me out cold for 12 hours.

I'm already drunk and haven't eaten for 8 hours, tonight I'm going to take 4 of them along with my Metoclopramide and Ranitidine, and then an hour later 15g of SN dissolved in 100ml of water.

By the time the SN has taken effect I'll already be unconscious. Then it's just a matter of time until I pass. If I wake up it'll be too late.

Tonight I met with the person I am in love with, who claimed to feel the same, and they admitted they had made a conscious effort to distance themselves from me since I lost my job when I needed them the most. That was all I needed to make the decision and finally go ahead with it.

Thank you all for being the only support I had when going through this.

If I fail I doubt I'll be able mentally capable of posting on here, but in the slim possibility I am, I'll make sure I let you know.

Goodbye.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs safe journey to the other side

 

[Circles]

Safe journeys, may a peaceful oblivion await you and wash all your worries away.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Safe travels, the bus is waiting for you. your suffering is about to end forever.

 

[Pepito]

Hope you will be relieved, good luck.

 

[Smilla]

Sounds like a solid plan.

Peace be with you.

 

[Phro]

I hope you find the peace that you're seeking.

 

[RM5998]

Good bye and good luck, may you have a peaceful journey.

 

[Strepto]

Good luck, may you go through the night peacefully.

 

[friendly99]

Rest in peace

 

[Ashpac]

Hope it works for you :)

 

[Duqu]

I plan to take thorazine with my SN too. I take 400mg a night though for insomnia so I have quite a tolerance. Might just take the whole bottle after filling it. It's an anti-emetic too which is nice.

 

[Ben]

Cheers friend! The support is here for you, no matter the outcome :)

 

[SamK]

<3 Peaceful travels and much love

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

Godspeed. Hope you can find the peace you are looking for.

 

[PatKat]

I have read that SN can be painful. I hope you dont experience this. :(

 

[throwaway123]

I hope you can find peace.

 

[Hunter]

I really hope your exit was painless as possible. Peace to you.

 

[RacilyDank]

I fucked up.

Passed out before I could drink it and woke up confused 16 hours later with the SN solution in a glass next to me wishing I was dead yet again. FML.

 

[RacilyDank]

At least I know what I took will work at knocking me out cold. Just wish it didn't happen before I got a chance.

I wonder if the mixture is still good, or if it's been exposed to too much air?

 

[tammyot]

Hi there, sorry to hear it didn't work out. How much ranitidine did you take? Seroquel really can knock you out. Did you take 200mg altogether then? Hmmm not too sure if mixture is still good. Anyone else know?

 

[tammyot]

I really hope it will be peaceful for you when you try again. It's good to know that it knocks you out so well

 

[RacilyDank]

Hi there, sorry to hear it didn't work out. How much ranitidine did you take? Seroquel really can knock you out. Did you take 200mg altogether then? Hmmm not too sure if mixture is still good. Anyone else know?

I took two 75mg ranitidine tablets.

Yeah 200mg of seroquel. I was waiting for it to take effect before downing the SN. Unfortunately I was knocked out cold before I knew it. Just woke up 16 hours later not knowing what actually happened.

I doubt the mixture is still good. I don't want to take the chance so I flushed it. I've got enough for another attempt.