Im done.

[hughmun9]

I'm tired of working so hard just to feel normal. I don't think life is meant to take this much willpower. There must be something wrong with my head

 

[retstardeda$$hole]

I feel you. constantly trying to fight your brain to fit in this system

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

It's the opposite. Your head works exactly like it should, meaning: you know the way we're forced to live is wrong and unnatural.

Unfortunately, those of us who realize this and fight back are punished until we question ourselves and go back to being good little puppets.

I'm so traumatized, I'm barely holding onto a 3h per week job. If I could, I'd quit that too.

 

[akafuka1999]

just my little situation. i am no longer suicidal because of lithium and a whole bunch of other meds. however i dont feel normal, which means good. it is not depression it is something like dysphoria and physical tension. addicted to 7oh right now and am using alcohol too just to have relief. when the 7oh works i can enjoy my greatest hobby videogames. i dont have to work right now but dont know about my future. i might be screwed. i have schizophrenia. feel like shit... unbearable to wake up. wish you the best pal.
I wanted to emphasize Lithium. I should have have it prescribed much sooner(years) . Finally. People should try this medication. of course it doesnt solve life. and i myself have nothing guaranteed.