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- Mar 19, 2023
- 57
I've been gone for half a year. Im in the psych ward which I don't want. I've been "doing well" so I can leave to kill myself but they aren't letting me go. In this time my mom died. So now I have to suffer more. I don't want to. It should me MY choice. I keep trying to think of ways to end it here so if u have any suggestions please let me know. But Im just done. Im so done with life. Im exhausted. I can't move forward anymore. I know im going to die. But I can't let anyone else know and that just makes me feel lonely. I don't want to fight anymore. Please understand me.