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non_sense

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Sep 4, 2025
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everything in my life is horrible. my parents got divorced the week of my graduation in may and ever since then life has been unlivable. my family is completely fractured and everyone comes to me to rant about it. i'm only 18 i can't carry all of that weight but i have to be strong for everyone. i'm in my first year of nursing school and im not smart enough for this. i'm definitely going to have to drop out but i can't stand the humiliation. ive relapsed on cutting and im so ashamed. i'm such an embarrassment and burden to everyone and once i drop out i will have nothing to live for. i'm ready for my life to end
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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I'm so sorry you're going through this.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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This sounds awful and you're so young. I wish you peace but please take care with ctb. You can still give a chance to life. I'm not a pro-lifer, but all these teens on this forum makes me really uncomfortable. I'm much older than you (actually I could be your father...) I hear your suffering but please think twice before ctb.
You'll find very nice people on this forum. Nobody will judge you. I think SaSu is the best therapist as you can speak freely. I send you hugs and I hope your situation will get better🙏
 
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JoeProf

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Apr 28, 2025
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This sounds awful and you're so young. I wish you peace but please take care with ctb. You can still give a chance to life. I'm not a pro-lifer, but all these teens on this forum makes me really uncomfortable. I'm much older than you (actually I could be your father...) I hear your suffering but please think twice before ctb.
You'll find very nice people on this forum. Nobody will judge you. I think SaSu is the best therapist as you can speak freely. I send you hugs and I hope your situation will get better🙏
I have been lurking here for a long time trying to send something but couldn't write something fitting. Thank you honestly
 
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non_sense

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Sep 4, 2025
9
This sounds awful and you're so young. I wish you peace but please take care with ctb. You can still give a chance to life. I'm not a pro-lifer, but all these teens on this forum makes me really uncomfortable. I'm much older than you (actually I could be your father...) I hear your suffering but please think twice before ctb.
You'll find very nice people on this forum. Nobody will judge you. I think SaSu is the best therapist as you can speak freely. I send you hugs and I hope your situation will get better🙏
thank you that means a lot to read
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
We have all different lives with traumas / diseases et cetera, but we are all in the same boat.
My mother asks me often if I need something (as I'm disabled) and I always answer the same thing : I need PEACE
You're so wonderful people here on this forum ❤️ I want to cry when I read all these sad life stories.
I really hope we'll meet each other in heaven and so we'll finally be in PEACE
Being on this forum is the best thing that happened to me since years.
 

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