WhatDoesTheFoxSay?
Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
- Dec 25, 2020
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Today during dinner my bro announced that we'll be going on another vacation together next November. While I'm immensely grateful we hadn't had one this year, hearing this news left me paralysed with dread. This is, despite me telling everyone repeatedly, that I didn't want to go on another trip if my narcissistic father, whom I'm emotionally estranged from (despite all of us still living together) going along, and that I couldn't sleep for much of the last trip because of everyone's loud snoring and my misophonia. And a host of other issues.
So I got desperate. Told my bro that I don't want to go, and that he should ask for a refund. Everyone basically just shrugged me off and made it seem like I was overreacting. Like I'm the crazy one. Then something snapped within me. For real this time. I exited the family chat group, which consisted of the four of us: mom, bro, sis & me. I previously exited the main group during Covid, which included Nfather, 'cos I could no longer put up with his bullshit (I blocked his number also.)
I promptly left the dining room. Shortly after they got together and were (probably) talking about what I did. I could tell that were hurt by what I did, but what does it matter? Because I don't think that that'll last. They have the "she'll get over it soon enough" mentality. Isn't that typical? Heh.
But I'm done. Playtime's over and I don't need these people in my life anymore.
So I got desperate. Told my bro that I don't want to go, and that he should ask for a refund. Everyone basically just shrugged me off and made it seem like I was overreacting. Like I'm the crazy one. Then something snapped within me. For real this time. I exited the family chat group, which consisted of the four of us: mom, bro, sis & me. I previously exited the main group during Covid, which included Nfather, 'cos I could no longer put up with his bullshit (I blocked his number also.)
I promptly left the dining room. Shortly after they got together and were (probably) talking about what I did. I could tell that were hurt by what I did, but what does it matter? Because I don't think that that'll last. They have the "she'll get over it soon enough" mentality. Isn't that typical? Heh.
But I'm done. Playtime's over and I don't need these people in my life anymore.
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