There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...
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look up the number of pills you'd need for those two to be at least maybe fatal.
it is a bad idea. and the consensus is that yeah, you are suffering enough to even be considering this, you don't deserve even more suffering and an awful experience with maybe permanent damage on top.
I'm sorry. You really shouldn't do this for all the reasons.
If you feel overwhelmed at the moment, talk to ppl here or elsewhere, do anything that helps you distract or works for you to just get through this moment. In any case big hugs to you again I'm sorry :c
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