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vkore

vkore

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Feb 27, 2023
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i've considered all the methods, but hanging seems to be the best one for me. i already got the rope months ago, but i don't have a place to hang myself from in my apartment, but i came up with a place to do it where i won't get caught early. i have all the preparations. i've done so much specific research on this, so i CANNOT fail. soon, i'm going to order some nice food for my last meal, then afterwards go to the store get some drinks so i can do it while drunk. i have nothing left in my life anymore. i feel awful knowing i'm going to be hurting a lot of people, mostly family and maybe old friends. the years of suffering will finally be over. i wish the best for all of you. and i hope and pray everything will work out tonight and i'll finally be at peace. goodbye.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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darksouls

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good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Best of luck ❤️ I hope you find peace. I'm looking to hang too and you help my courage.
 
iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
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Whatever happens, I hope you find peace
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Sorry that life has led to this for you. Sending love and hugs, and wish you all the best, whatever may happen.
 

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