I'm desperate to leave, i hope i'll go this weekend

[wezel]

Staff here on the Titanic welcomes you back and supports your decision !

 

[SamK]

The real buses in town are so crap i'd be dead by the time i got to beachy head anyways, ha

 

[SamK]

Thank you. I was wondering what some were talking abotu this not working but now i do see, there's potential it could go wrong. Maybe if i was secluded somewhere and had a bottle of spirits on me, etc, which i don't. Crap. i wish had been better prepared. I see why people buy N.

 

[Lets get out]

could you combine this method with hanging or drowning?

make sure this work bc you dont want to survive with a permanent damage to your organs..

Do have kik so we can discuss

 

[SamK]

I ordered my final bits. Delivery is estimated 2nd october .Going to go the next day. I can't wait.

 

[Miss clefable]

I ordered my final bits. Delivery is estimated 2nd october .Going to go the next day. I can't wait.

Hugs I'll miss you

 

[SamK]

I'll miss you too Miss clefable, i'll miss a lot of people on this site. It's been lovely and i'm still glad I had an opportunity to be here. This site has been a BLESSING to me . I know not many people agree with these sites in general but they save a lot of us who are determined anyway, from causing ourselves more harm in terms of disability / disfiguration/brain damage/ more mental suffering. I'm really going to be ok. I personally believe in the afterlife and I have my baby , my father, and all my friends waiting over there for me
it's not my reason for leaving, but it definitely helps to believe/know/trust in/ the above.

 

[blueming]

I wish you all the best! Good luck :)

 

[Morning Angel]

Edit

Today was awful. i was going to be impulsive and od on opiates but have found a rational space within to gather my thoughts and stick to my original plan. Thank you everyone. It's only a few days. I can do it. .

I love you.

 

[starcrossedfate]

Safe travels, SamK.

 

[SamK]

Thank you everyone. My mail (tools/charcoal starter/tape and everything else came this morning. I feel strange ( in a good way) now that it's all here
I'm just doing some final research on where it will be best to pitch my tent and so on.
I also have a huge window of opportunity now.. from now until the 11th October nobody will be trying to get in touch with me, so i can just vanish any time from now until then.