I'm daydreaming excessively, exchanging declarations of love with my pillow because I'm so lonely.

[Crematoryy]

It's the only way my psyche finds to release bonding hormones and oxytocin. This is not funny, even if I feel good momentarily, I go back to feeling empty and with neurochemical pain.

 

[Chronical_Suicidal]

Well, this isn't healthy, as you can perceive, and will destroy your life in long terms. What you only live in imagination won't cover what's missing irl - search for it, if you can.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

 

[Chabrychek]

It's the only way my psyche finds to release bonding hormones and oxytocin. This is not funny, even if I feel good momentarily, I go back to feeling empty and with neurochemical pain.

This is your nervous system's way of seeking help and relief, defending itself against loneliness and the traumas you may have experienced. No one is normal; everyone copes as best they can in their situation.

If your brain feels more safe again, your nervous system will regulate itself, and that is what I sincerely wish for you

 

[Tzrmd]

Mads me chuckle

 

[ghosted1]

I do the exact same thing, wishing a guy would just comfort me... it hurts. I'm sorry you're having to resort to the same.

 

[terrifiedofhumans]

I do that too. I'm terrible at socializing, always the weird one in the corner. I imagine my pillow as a husband and daydream of a rural life in a remote place. He's the only one I can talk to.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

you guys should buy a this, theyre very comfortable and cooler than a pillow

 

[Liebestod]

Me too except I pretend the pillow is a specific person.

 

[Crematoryy]

I do the exact same thing, wishing a guy would just comfort me... it hurts. I'm sorry you're having to resort to the same.

Having to do this just to survive in my conscience is the epitome of inequality between worlds. Those who have everything versus those who have had nothing. And I will demand compensation on the day I die! All the pain I feel will return to the world that caused it.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Loneliness is the one that can't be beaten. Along with the urges to procreate. Thoae alone motivate suicide.