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kaitekat23
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- Dec 16, 2023
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I'm being to realize that once I die. I'll be forgotten. I'm not sure if that's a blessing or just sad. realizing in my life I've spent on this planet; I've done nothing I'm proud of. No one will know who I was or what kind of person I was. I'll be a statistic to many of those who are considering suicide. Being a statistic is never the goal for those considering suicide. it's to be finally be at peace. So being forgotten isn't the worst feeling in the world. It's being alive, and witnessing the world move on without you, that's the hardest part. The world is ever growing, moving forward and transitioning. Some follow along with it and grow, become these beautiful and bright people; and some are struck, fighting for their air to breath, and figuring out ways to move forward. Some figure it out and move forward with life, some never do. Some stay behind, watching everything around them turn dark as they are being left behind. Flowers that bloomed, are now dying as the light is moving on. Life that was so precious, is now lifeless and dull. That's what being forgotten is and will look like. I don't mind it. Because I know that I may not know what is waiting for me on the otherside, it is better than living in a lifeless and dull life I am struck in, and never finding the strength to move foward.