Venting I’m back here - almost 2 years later

[JustABitTired]

I'm back here almost 2 years later. I tried to prevent it by shielding my heart and not getting into a new relationship with someone who didn't have an endurance mindset. But I failed. Or maybe the fear of ending up here again sabotaged everything and landed me here.

I'm not sure. But I'm here- trying to learn again, and trying to figure out how, and if I really do want to KMS.

Any thoughts, help, advice from anyone who's considering this as a result of a break up would be nice. I feel alone and sad but the wave of ugly crying is over for now.

 

[g0ne1nthew1nd]

im sorry that happened to you, i wish you peace whatever you do whether u CTB or find a way to move on <3

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

I'm back here almost 2 years later. I tried to prevent it by shielding my heart and not getting into a new relationship with someone who didn't have an endurance mindset. But I failed. Or maybe the fear of ending up here again sabotaged everything and landed me here.

I'm not sure. But I'm here- trying to learn again, and trying to figure out how, and if I really do want to KMS.

Any thoughts, help, advice from anyone who's considering this as a result of a break up would be nice. I feel alone and sad but the wave of ugly crying is over for now.

I hope you can leave this forum once again feeling reinvigorated... you deserve happiness. I can't give you much advice, but I hope you can find someone that would do anything for you, like you would do for them friend <3

 

[JustABitTired]

Thank you. Everyone keeps telling me I'll find my person but it feels like I keep getting them and then they keep leaving because there's something wrong with me :( but i appreciate your kind message

I hope you can leave this forum once again feeling reinvigorated... you deserve happiness. I can't give you much advice, but I hope you can find someone that would do anything for you, like you would do for them friend <3

 

[Odd socks]

I'm back here almost 2 years later. I tried to prevent it by shielding my heart and not getting into a new relationship with someone who didn't have an endurance mindset. But I failed. Or maybe the fear of ending up here again sabotaged everything and landed me here.

I'm not sure. But I'm here- trying to learn again, and trying to figure out how, and if I really do want to KMS.

Any thoughts, help, advice from anyone who's considering this as a result of a break up would be nice. I feel alone and sad but the wave of ugly crying is over for now.

I hope you don't think I'm being patronising Just Abit Tired, but people do get over relationships ending. Also they often develop a worth while life. Counselling can help with these feelings of despair. My marriage ended after thirty years, and I remarried. Sadly both myself and my second wife developed a chronic illness, so we just exist. My life has never been satisfying and I remained alive to protect others. Now I feel strong enough to put myself first. Good luck.