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rem2024

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Finally have everything ready to go. I paid my 20 dollars with parks and recreation and registered my camp site. I can barque anytime I want. I have 3 pans to set coals in, co analyzer up to 5000ppm I can't afford the 10,000. I have 5 dollars left in my account.

I have two chimney starters, even going to grill some steak while I let the co build up. Bought a 3000mm tent, that is water proof, insulated, and can get in and out of well for only 2 people.

The ice fish next and eskimos are expensive as hell.

I have high heat all natural briquettes, and I've particed at least 5 times the chinemy starter and know only to do the first layer first, then pour more coals in to light it. I will fill up a pan worth of coals, set them in tent.

Do another set of pan worth of coals set them in tent. Holding my breath if needed.

I brought my ambien and closenpan, while I don't plan on overdosing on them because it would make em throw up and wake up,

I plan on taking maybe 2 ambien, and 2 closenpan so i be out could.

Wish me luck.

With it being Father's Day weekend this, will be the most normal thing to do, and no one should notice, and at a campsite site with tent no one will get hurt.

If I don't post no more, you know I finally succeeded
 
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Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!
 
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At camp site, next step, how to set up tent IMG 7908 IMG 7909
 
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i hope that no matter what you manage to find some peace.
 
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I hope everything goes well for you. Are you planning to do any type of sealing on the tent? Is it a pop-up style? Attached ground sheet? All I can say is more (charcoal) is better than less. I hope you can find the peace you deserve.
 
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FuneralCry

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Farewell, I wish you the best of luck and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
YandereMikuMistress

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you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
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I wish you luck, i can't say I know you but either way this is your decision I respect it, things will surely work in your favor however you go about things, if you need to talk to anyone my dms are open but again I hope you can find your peace and ill be there in not to long sayonara, Oh And I hope you can enjoy your final day with that steak, gotta love some good steak
 
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I hope everything goes well for you. Are you planning to do any type of sealing on the tent? Is it a pop-up style? Attached ground sheet? All I can say is more (charcoal) is better than less. I hope you can find the peace you deserve.
Yes I'm dealing it with monster tape and mine is with stakes in the group. Not that difficult. Is 4 poles. It's just hot had to sit back in car, 97 degreee here. So glad I know I don't have to sit inide with coals IMG 7910 IMG 7910
 
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rem2024

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I hope you find peace.
I hope so, my tent is complete, with supplies, it's just way to dam hot atm, may wait till sun goes down. This should be enough. IMG 7914
 

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This looks like a beautiful camping site and a nice weather. Crossing my fingers for you!
 
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Looks like a peaceful location.
I wish you the best, however that looks for you. 🤍
 
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Looks like a peaceful location.
I wish you the best, however that looks for you. 🤍
Some people are at top of the hill, but they are barbecuing to. As long as my tent don't catch fire I'm good 😂. I plan on letting the white smoke and flames fillly dissipate till coals are bright orange/red and no flames! Then set them in pan on plate not to burn tent.
 
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what are you up to while you wait for the weather to cool down?
 
nevermeant2b

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it looks beautiful there
Do you intend to have a meal while you wait? If so what have you gone for?
 
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rem2024

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it looks beautiful there
Do you intend to have a meal while you wait? If so what have you gone for?
Steak, chicken, and sweet tarts/ supree and water. Waiting for sundown or when it's under 105.
 
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You do plan on placing the hot bucket of coals on something like bricks on the tent floor? Hot here, too. 92°. I think "normally" CO is probably best in the Winter season. Should cool off some after sundown.
 
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You do plan on placing the hot bucket of coals on something like bricks on the tent floor? Hot here, too. 92°. I think "normally" CO is probably best in the Winter season. Should cool off some after sundown.
I'm going to place them in a pan on a plate that can handle the heat. The bucket will be to hot
 
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I'm going to place them in a pan on a plate that can handle the heat. The bucket will be to hot
Which will be insulated enough from the floor to not burn the tent itself?
 
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Good luck thanks for posting the pictures I love camping.

All the best! I hope you find what you're looking for wherever it is. 🫂
 
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Journey well my friend. This makes me sad, but I wish you only peace. We are here for you no matter what.
 
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I hope you found peace and freedom you seeked for.
 
Gattaca

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I hope you had done thinking about it and know/knew for sure this was what you wanted.
 
YandereMikuMistress

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you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
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Hope you may rest peacefully...
 
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YandereMikuMistress

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you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
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This is the same person who checked themselves into a hospital on the other thread.
Yea i posted the message and noticed that afterwards, I left a comment there too
 

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