I’m at a crossroad

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It's between suicide or help I just don't want to be here I kinda don't want to die but if it's my only way out I'll take it how things are looking out it's a mix between then both I want to keep living but without the pain but I don't think the pain will go away so I'm also thinking about ending it and just be done because I am so tired of this so I'm at a crossroad and don't know what to do

 

[PanaxMan]

It's between suicide or help I just don't want to be here I kinda don't want to die but if it's my only way out I'll take it how things are looking out it's a mix between then both I want to keep living but without the pain but I don't think the pain will go away so I'm also thinking about ending it and just be done because I am so tired of this so I'm at a crossroad and don't know what to do

do you mean a railroad crossing or you just wanna get hit by a car

 

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do you mean a railroad crossing or you just wanna get hit by a car

Nope if I did go for it I would want to hang or use SN

 

[Ash]

If part of your wants to live, focus on that as it will stop you CTB at the last minute anyway (it will feed your survival instinct). You can always take a different path later on, if that's what you decide you want.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Maybe this is obvious but I think you need to look at what's still making you unhappy in life. What have you done to try and fix it? What more can you do? What other things can you try? Do you still have the energy and enough hope to motivate you to try? If you have, then I think it's worth a shot. If not, it's more difficult really.

 

[AllMyDreams]

It's between suicide or help I just don't want to be here I kinda don't want to die but if it's my only way out I'll take it how things are looking out it's a mix between then both I want to keep living but without the pain but I don't think the pain will go away so I'm also thinking about ending it and just be done because I am so tired of this so I'm at a crossroad and don't know what to do

If you aren't 100% sure, over an extended period of time, that you want to CTB, I say don't. The option will always be there later for you. What is it in life that causes you pain?