brainwormz
Based cringelord
- Jul 18, 2023
- 79
I haven't made any progress. I infact am more isolated than a year ago. Only my mother loves me. And I'm a parasite on her.
I'm reading my ex's suicide note from years ago. It seems so quaint. All she does is complain about her family. Her family and all the things I struggle with too that she had no sympathy for. Lmao
It's really funny haha
Even she didn't want me. She has lots of friends though so it makes sense. Sometimes I wonder which of us is actually schizophrenic haha
But tbh I'm not part of society. There isn't a single place I fit into. Not even a coffin given how poor I am lmao.
I wish there was just one person I could be with. I don't need a lot. Just one. She doesn't even have to be monogamous. As long as she loves me and wants me in her life. But I'm fundamentally garbage.
There church said I was Satan spawn. My dad's family disowned me at birth. All I had was mother and even she sent me away when I was little.
I'm reading my ex's suicide note from years ago. It seems so quaint. All she does is complain about her family. Her family and all the things I struggle with too that she had no sympathy for. Lmao
It's really funny haha
Even she didn't want me. She has lots of friends though so it makes sense. Sometimes I wonder which of us is actually schizophrenic haha
But tbh I'm not part of society. There isn't a single place I fit into. Not even a coffin given how poor I am lmao.
I wish there was just one person I could be with. I don't need a lot. Just one. She doesn't even have to be monogamous. As long as she loves me and wants me in her life. But I'm fundamentally garbage.
There church said I was Satan spawn. My dad's family disowned me at birth. All I had was mother and even she sent me away when I was little.
