Venting I’m an ill suited adult, I need my head to be twisted off

[princeseadove]

I ripped up a dress my mom got me to celebrate something at my grandmas house. I come home, there's no food, everybody's off, I don't want to go out again, nobody cares. I am so tired. I rip up ng dress, like a child. And this one too, ripped up because I hate it and I hate everything about it. I ripped up my necklace, I yelled at a friend, I don't want to do this anymore. I have a year at my parents house before I will leave for the US, I don't want to be here. It's only been 7 months since I have turned 18, but I am failing so bad. No understanding, no help. Please drown me. Please twist my head off. Please burn me alive. Please axe me.

 

[Ikkuna]

What are you moving to the us for?

 

[princeseadove]

What are you moving to the us for?

University, I have one year here though, because of a program I'm in, than I'll be transferred to the us