I'm an idiot

[USER80709]

Why in my Latino mind would it be better to ask for help from several people I know to help me do the deed? I'm embarrassed, I realized that this is not socially accepted now. The problem is that it is almost impossible for me to kill myself without help, as I have no resources and am supervised. I thought about running away from home this morning, but my dog is going to bark and they're sure to get me. I don't know what else I do, they need to respect our choice.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just very tragic how assisted suicide isn't legalised in most countries, it's inhumane how humans are denied the option to be euthanised and are expected to just suffer until they die anyway, it's such a cruel undeserved punishment how suicide is this difficult.

It certainly disgusts me how continuing to exist is seen as an obligation rather than a choice, it's just the reality that we exist in a society where suicide isn't accepted as a valid option so it's a terrible idea being open about wanting to die, I think that doing such a thing would very sadly just lead to more suffering. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for, I also feel trapped in this hellish world because of the difficulties and complications involved in leaving this world, I get that it's really so horrible, it's like so many people in this world forget that we are all just destined to die anyway with everything being forgotten about in death.

 

[Volo vent]

On third world shitholes where life is nothing but pain is where suicide is more supressed sad to hear that