underscore_nine
the sweet release
- Feb 17, 2023
- 149
hi, i'm in such a terrible state. I just found out that my girlfriend will never be able to move to where I live and it's so over. She will never be able to have a life with me or anything because of where she's from and her financial situation and I know that i'll have to live my life without her and i don't want to do that. I want to die over this, I finally found the one person who is so amazing with me and makes me feel so perfect and I just found out i'll never ever be able to have a life with her. Im really considering CTB because of this I just want to be with her but alas I don't think I can be and as such, what's the point in living.