I'm a selfish hypocrite.

[wildflowers1996]

I hate myself so much in so many ways

I am so unbearably miserable and no one cares
and what I hate about myself is that I WANT someone to care
even though I don't deserve it and I'm useless to everyone else and so wrapped up in my own misery I don't care enough about them so WHY should they care
they have no reason to, I shouldn't want anyone to

I feel so worthless and horrible in every way

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I'm sorry for your suffering, I hope you feel better soon!!