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- Mar 19, 2023
- 60
I feel stupid venting on here. But I'm glad it's here. I feel so empty. Like there is nothing left to me anymore. When I see pictures of myself I see nothing. My mom wants me to go out more and to get a job since I had to quit from my last one but I just don't see the point. I'm just going to ctb anyways, but ofc she doesn't know that. I want to tell others how I truly feel, my true intentions but if I did that I would probably go back to a treatment centre. Risk physical abuse, mental abuse, neglect, emotional neglect and just a lot of other traumatic shit. I'm not going through that again. Everyone feels so distant from me. I think I just need to go through with this soon. Sorry if you had to read all that.