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I read your last thread about your attempt, what happened? how are you feeling?
I stopped showing new symptoms, so I just went to sleep and woke up this morning. My ears are ringing and my head feels weird overall, but beyond that I guess I'm ok. I hope that I might still have a delayed death somehow, but I'm not counting on it. I'm open to trying again at some later point.
You're not unlovable, nobody is. I'm not going to spew some bullshit about how "you just haven't found the right person yet" because I know that doesn't help. But truly, mate. You can find your person. Just try. And you both could try getting a job again, too. There are people who have to try 50 times before they find a job. Bottom line... You can do it. Sometimes your head can be your own worst enemy. I know it is mine. But just keep trying. To find a job, to find love, or even just keep trying to ctb. You'll find your peace, but you have to earn it, one way or another. Love and peace to both of you, hoping you lead happy, fulfilling lives
It was B&M SN.What was your attempt, mate? You could try it again if you want. I hope you find peace, my friend. I've seen you around the forum, you seem like a great person. If suicide is truly what you want, SWB works in just a couple seconds, and you need nothing but a glass of water. Hanging might require some new materials but is also quick. And of course there's old reliable, jumping. I hope you can do it, my friend.
You're not unlovable, nobody is. I'm not going to spew some bullshit about how "you just haven't found the right person yet" because I know that doesn't help. But truly, mate. You can find your person. Just try. And you both could try getting a job again, too. There are people who have to try 50 times before they find a job. Bottom line... You can do it. Sometimes your head can be your own worst enemy. I know it is mine. But just keep trying. To find a job, to find love, or even just keep trying to ctb. You'll find your peace, but you have to earn it, one way or another. Love and peace to both of you, hoping you lead happy, fulfilling lives
Brick and mortar, it's SN you can source from a retail store. You can search it up, I just don't want to accidentally give too many hints.B&M? Sorry, I haven't researched SN much
sorry but i don't think you know me enough to determine whether or not trying to find love will work. i consider myself unlovable for pretty specific reasons, and i'm also not employable for other reasons, not because any one job isn't right for me.What was your attempt, mate? You could try it again if you want. I hope you find peace, my friend. I've seen you around the forum, you seem like a great person. If suicide is truly what you want, SWB works in just a couple seconds, and you need nothing but a glass of water. Hanging might require some new materials but is also quick. And of course there's old reliable, jumping. I hope you can do it, my friend.
You're not unlovable, nobody is. I'm not going to spew some bullshit about how "you just haven't found the right person yet" because I know that doesn't help. But truly, mate. You can find your person. Just try. And you both could try getting a job again, too. There are people who have to try 50 times before they find a job. Bottom line... You can do it. Sometimes your head can be your own worst enemy. I know it is mine. But just keep trying. To find a job, to find love, or even just keep trying to ctb. You'll find your peace, but you have to earn it, one way or another. Love and peace to both of you, hoping you lead happy, fulfilling lives
Oh, I see. I might look into that... Do you think you're going to try again soon or live for a little while?
I'm going to try again after I take a trip to nyc. I was going to wait for that with the initial attempt, but I got impatient.
You're right, I don't. I still think you should try though. Have you thought about how you want to ctb? Like I said, SWB is easy...
Makes sense. I hope your next attempt works, my friend. Love and peace
no im okay i've decided not to kill myself for a little bit.You're right, I don't. I still think you should try though. Have you thought about how you want to ctb? Like I said, SWB is easy...
Makes sense. I hope your next attempt works, my friend. Love and peace
Alright. I hope you can find some happiness in that time. Love and peace my friend
You aren't allowed to encourage/help people to ctb hereYou're right, I don't. I still think you should try though. Have you thought about how you want to ctb? Like I said, SWB is easy...
Makes sense. I hope your next attempt works, my friend. Love and peace
