LonelyPrince
Rotten to the Core
- Dec 12, 2025
- 234
Something went wrong with me.
I always was one step behind from everyone else, always more childlike and clueless.
Mentally, I feel like a child.
Physically, I don't age.
Was it trauma?
I can't say.
Mother always mentions how I seem to just be going backwards in life.
I was ruined completely.
There is this pressure and shame of not living like everyone else, not following their lifestyle. However, I'm aware that I'm not forced to do that.
When people speak about dating and sexual things I get anxious. I start panicking aswell as getting dysphoric.
Am I just stuck as a child forever? Will I rot in this corpse with the mind of a defenseless toddler?
I always was one step behind from everyone else, always more childlike and clueless.
Mentally, I feel like a child.
Physically, I don't age.
Was it trauma?
I can't say.
Mother always mentions how I seem to just be going backwards in life.
I was ruined completely.
There is this pressure and shame of not living like everyone else, not following their lifestyle. However, I'm aware that I'm not forced to do that.
When people speak about dating and sexual things I get anxious. I start panicking aswell as getting dysphoric.
Am I just stuck as a child forever? Will I rot in this corpse with the mind of a defenseless toddler?
