Venting i'm a burden

[emptymiku]

i've stuck around while my life gets worse, even though i could leave at any point.

i want to dissolve into my bed.

i want to become a beautiful tree. or i want to be one with the ocean, so i can be a part of this beautiful world, without any of the selfish creatures that have ruined it.

i want to exist without being miserable.

i want to exist in a world that wants me.

but that world doesn't exist either.

it's laughing at me.

 

[niki wonoto]

i'm 44 yrs old male from Indonesia, and i can even deeply relate with your post

yes it's very sad & heartbreaking

 

[Grasp of darkness]

I empathize with this. If I could diseappear with everyone forgetting about me and there be no traces left of me, I would do it. But that is wishful thinking.