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Retroguy

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Sep 10, 2023
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It's so scary.
Only by thinking about it I get nervous and scared.
How tf do they muster the courage to do it?
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
My guess is desperation. Despair makes people do things they wouldn't normally do
 
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Random Username

Gear Head
Sep 10, 2023
75
Falling to death seems so pleasant. Feeling the wind at high velocity without a care in the world before I'm at peace.
 
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thebookofdisquiet.

thebookofdisquiet.

Student
Sep 9, 2023
188
I don't think I could jump from a window but from a mountain or rooftop I'd close my eyes and run towards the edge so I could just fall unexpectedly.
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
I wish I had the courage to do that, maybe if I did, I'd be dead right now.

I also wonder how they bring up all the courage to jump, I wish I could do that.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,099
Because they were so brave, I envy and admire the courage they had to permanently escape from all the suffering.
 
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DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
I'm afraid of heights but I suppose once you go over the edge there's no going back. Just a few brief moments of me pissing myself on the way down.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,234
It's so scary.
Only by thinking about it I get nervous and scared.
How tf do they muster the courage to do it?
I don't understand either. I'm terrified of heights.
 
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idonthaveanother

Member
Sep 13, 2023
52
I would never jump. Here's the thing, a good number of people who have attempted to ctb via jumping and ended up living, said that the moment they jumped, a second later they immediately regretted it. Then they're just stuck with that regret for seconds until impact? That sounds awful. And then to live after that too? Dreadful. I believe one of those stories was a guy who tried the Golden Gate Bridge.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I will soon be driven to due to desperation. The only thing holding me back is my fear of failure and the risk of failing
 
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Ampsvx123

Student
Jul 10, 2018
128
Only the livings are afraid of pain, of consequences.
These with the dead eyes, they do not think, but do as they are told, by reveries, by dreams, they heed and follow wherever their souls have gone.
 
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IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
479
My guess is desperation. Despair makes people do things they wouldn't normally do
I'd say it's dissociation or it happens straight after another tragic event. I can't imagine planning to jump with plenty of time in advance.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
No doubt they're brave as a motherfucker, i don't imagine death from falling.

I personally think, broken legs, spine, brain blown out, cracked skull. Fuck that.
 
Krokodile

Krokodile

Member
Nov 18, 2023
70
To me a method's scariness depends entirely on how quick and painless or slow and painful it is. As long as there's a very long drop into water to guarantee results and no collateral damage, I'd find jumping less scary than slower methods like SN. If a specific location was in my own country, it would be my first choice, or maybe second after N, but traveling to someone else's country to jump seems somehow rude, so I will stick to the scarier methods like SN and/or hypothermia.
 
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noname478

Member
Jan 18, 2024
16
I think once they're in that situation it's a "can't turn back" sort of thing. I'm deathly terrified of heights, however, if I was certain that it would be a guaranteed method of CTB, I would do it anyways.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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You think being on benzos would help take some of the fear away of jumping?
 

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