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im planning to do it via partial suspension with a belt. i haven't tested it out and im not sure how it'll go. i havent written much, i wanted to write suicide notes to everyone in my life but ive realized i dont really care what happens after my death. once im dead, ill never have to experience that pain again. i don't feel afraid, i feel like i should. i feel like i've been waiting to die my entire life. i've realized recently i don't care about the future, life is a struggle and i'm only happy in my dreams. i think before, when i thought about suicide, i still had things in life i looked forward to. now theres nothing at all. i didn't spend much time on this website but it changed the course of my life. ill also update if it's a successful attempt or not. i wish i experienced more... goodbye!
 
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im planning to do it via partial suspension with a belt. i haven't tested it out and im not sure how it'll go. i havent written much, i wanted to write suicide notes to everyone in my life but ive realized i dont really care what happens after my death. once im dead, ill never have to experience that pain again. i don't feel afraid, i feel like i should. i feel like i've been waiting to die my entire life. i've realized recently i don't care about the future, life is a struggle and i'm only happy in my dreams. i think before, when i thought about suicide, i still had things in life i looked forward to. now theres nothing at all. i didn't spend much time on this website but it changed the course of my life. ill also update if it's a successful attempt or not. i wish i experienced more... goodbye!
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