If your life ended today, would you be satisfied?

[Random_Taco]

So many regrets and what ifs, those are the thoughts that keep me awake at night and I'd like to avoid that thank you..

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah, I gave it a good shot. I'm not a big one for regret. I think we make the choices we feel capable of making at the time. I think I'd be focusing more on the relief that it was coming to an end.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Hell yes I would be satisfied. I'd be satisfied that I don't have to suffer anymore. I'd be satisfied that I'll be free from the chains of modern society. If I'm dead, I won't be able to get exploited by society nor will I have to contribute to society which is exactly what I want. I'll be free via death

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Would you be satisfied with how your life has played out, or would you have lingering regrets?

I'd be satisfied bc I can say I lived my life before I failed big in life. most the things I haven't done yet or I didn't achieve yet are unattainable now. From that point of view I'm happy that I could live my life the way I did and I wouldn't regret anything if I died naturally.

 

[sserafim]

Hell yes I would be satisfied. I'd be satisfied that I don't have to suffer anymore. I'd be satisfied that I'll be free from the chains of modern society. If I'm dead, I won't be able to get exploited by society nor will I have to contribute to society which is exactly what I want. I'll be free via death

Same

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

No, the reason I want to end it is because how awful my life is.

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

Would you be satisfied with how your life has played out, or would you have lingering regrets?

No, I really don't want to CTB, I'd love to do so many things in my life. I just wish my life would return back to normal. My disability makes me depressed. I want to laugh, I want to explore the world with my loving boyfriend whom I love really much. But I feel like I'm becoming a burden to him. It's hard to function like normal people.

And the worst part is that when I feel good (I eat well, move, talk to people) I often sabotage myself and go back to bad habits cuz they're comforting, familiar and it's weird to feel good for a long period of time - it's tiring.

I JUST WANT LIFE TO BE EASIER I can't even complete basic tasks most of the time ;(

 

[Darkover]

not even slightly close to being satisfied with my life but at least this misery in hell ends

 

[todiefor]

I wouldn't be satisfied but I don't regret what I did I tried my best with the information I had at the time

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

Yes, death is all I want

 

[lizzywizzy09]

If I were satisfied, I wouldn't want to ctb in the first place. Low quality of life makes me want to.

 

[HopeToStay]

I've had a whole heap of bad times, but a bunch of incredible times too.

I wouldn't say i would be satisfied, my life had a lot of potential at one point but it never panned out, there's a lot of things i wanted to do that i now won't be able to.

But I'd have to be grateful for the good times and wish they could have lasted longer and continued. I've had a much better life than the majority of people that have existed in history. I just feel it's now in negative equity.

 

[ecliptic]

To avoid future complications I would be satisfied.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Regrets

 

[abchia]

I wouldn't care anymore because I would be at peace.

 

[ADBoy777]

Honestly I'll just be glad it's over this would make me feel satisfied with how it ends at least

 

[cowboypants]

Prolly not I want to eat my favorite foods one last time, although my existence as is pretty meaningless

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I failed so utterly in life that even during the good times I was haunted by what could have been. This life is such a write off now that it's a joke.

 

[LostinTime24]

No I still do not and probbaly will not ever get closure for all sorts of different things. When I'm gone I won't have to think about it

 

[derpyderpins]

For all my weaknesses and flaws, I think I've done what I can. I've met good people. I've made amends with anyone I'd feel guilt towards. If it could be a natural death that wouldn't upset my loved ones (not in the way ctb would, where it's my fault) I think I'd be relieved that the struggle is over. Although I'd be pissed Robert Smith has had me waiting for this damn album over a decade and I died before he did.

 

[ctbcat]

i don't think i would be satisfied but that's just because i hate myself. i wouldn't be any more satisfied dying a year from now, a decade from now. my life needs to die. it's not an if, just a when

 

[DolerDolerDoler]

regrets are consuming and clouding... I can cope but ill never be satisfied truly

 

[soulsing]

There's so many regrets I still have, and so many loose ends to tie up. I wouldn't be satisfied if I died today, but I can't say I wouldn't be relieved.

 

[youshallrideeternal]

No, I wouldn't be, hence, why I want CTB in the first place. As far as regrets; honestly, I tell myself I don't believe in regrets - things are what they are and they turned out how they did, and I can't change them now as I don't think I could change some of them then. But yeah, I also know there's a bit of BS to that; there's a lot of things I'll regret. But again, what would be the point in dwindling in them.